Sometimes I am wondering if i am the only person feeling the way I feel at times.
Sometimes I am wondering if it would help to fight further or just lay down and let it wash over me..
Sometimes I even dare to dream of less problems big or small.
But then its said as being ' life ' ,
But then I think am i really to accept this as just ' to be' ?
But then again.. do I have a choice? Of course you will say, there is always a choice..
But then a choice as Catch 22??..... No
Struggling with myself day in and out , nobody aware of my being.
Struggling with an appearance to keep up , nobody aware of my mask.
Struggling to keep my emotions where they are.. dont show any of it!
I feel like failing when my moments of weaknes are showing
I feel like failing when my mask is loosing its grip
I feel like failing every moment plans are falter.. what to do?Being me seems so easy, but nobody knows what my soul is capable of....
My baby, for us, simple not so literate people as you...
ResponderEliminarI actually googled it:
A catch-22 is a paradoxical situation in which an individual cannot or is incapable of avoiding a problem because of contradictory constraints or rules.[1] Often these situations are such that solving one part of a problem only creates another problem, which ultimately leads back to the original problem. Catch-22s often result from rules, regulations, or procedures that an individual is subject to but has no control over.