Sometimes I am wondering if i am the only person feeling the way I feel at times.
Sometimes I am wondering if it would help to fight further or just lay down and let it wash over me..
Sometimes I even dare to dream of less problems big or small.
But then its said as being ' life ' ,
But then I think am i really to accept this as just ' to be' ?
But then again.. do I have a choice? Of course you will say, there is always a choice..
But then a choice as Catch 22??..... No
Struggling with myself day in and out , nobody aware of my being.
Struggling with an appearance to keep up , nobody aware of my mask.
Struggling to keep my emotions where they are.. dont show any of it!
I feel like failing when my moments of weaknes are showing
I feel like failing when my mask is loosing its grip
I feel like failing every moment plans are falter.. what to do?Being me seems so easy, but nobody knows what my soul is capable of....
